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on the first day of advent

I made some awesome steps during my thanksgiving thanks giving challenge- I was able to tell a few people that even if somedays the things that tore us apart hurt, they have helped form me into the coach, teacher, woman I am today. NO IT IS NOT ALWAYS EASY but it paid off.

Christmas reminds me that that I did not grow up in a normal holiday family.  Moms family lives in America ( everywhere) and my dads side lives in England. I remember growing up and hearing that kids said they were going to grandmas house for the holiday and I found it lucky if I could see her in a five year span.

- Anastasia

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