These lyrics basically sum up whats going on. "Every day is so wonderful then suddenly its hard to breath Now and then, I get insecure From all the pain, I'm so ashamed" I am working on getting to this part: "I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes Words can't bring me down" I want to tell people this: "so don't you bring me down, today." I know God is in control, but God knows that I feel this way. Even Jesus wept and was angry. So many people tell me that I need to give it to God and be happy- and if you know me I am rarely down. I think that is the biggest lesson I have taken out of this year, I can have emotion and be upset especially because I am a Christian. So I am going to belt out loud music to God ...